♣Ah hui♠

2011-01-01T01:02:00.002+08:00

Happy new year everyone :) It's a new year ahead , everybody said forget about the bad things that happened in year 2010 and bring the good ones to 2011 . In fact , I just posted my status in facebook , saying lets treat those bad memories as a kind of life experience . But in real life , how many can does that totally ? I'll try my very best to do that , because 2010 has alot of ups and down . Still remember , a year back , 010110 I started with a new beginning , hoping things will be fine after that . But it does not come out the way I wanted it to be . Probably it's just life . People do says fate is in our own hands . Yes , I do agree partly , because there's still things which we can't choose or handle ourselves . This world is really filled with a portion of fuckers , bastard and bitches . Hope in the year 2011 , these people can actually fuck off from my life , because I don't need them at all . You'll get your retribution one day uh , fuckers .

Kimwee,

Imissyou .

2010-11-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm sick & tired of the things around me . No people understands how one feels , only the person itself knows best . I really don't know how long can I withstand all these nonsense . Putting up with people's attitude and words almost every single day . Fuck , why can all these stop ? Silence doesn't means I don't mind the words that came out from people's mouth . One fine day , all will be return back , double times more .

Kimwee,

This shit seems like it's not going to end .

2010-11-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

Last few days were busy with da ri zi .. Shagged , but enjoyed the time spending the few days with friends . School holidays are here , I've been thinking of getting a job . You guys got intro for jobs mah ? No fast food restaurant please , thank you . HAHA . If you guys got any job to intro , kindly leave a message at the tagboard can le , thanks thanks .. I'm not going for tomorrow's class chalet due to some reasons . Need to get some stuffs done first , kinda tired this few days , seriously need some sleeping for long hours ..

Kimwee,

The time is getting lesser and lesser .

2010-10-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Why do people always has to put up with others stupid attitude ? Keeping silence doesn't mean anything alright . Can't they just use a better tone or attitude when talking to others ? What are you trying to show ? Showing off to others how loud you can talk? Acting tough ? People born out , not for you to play around with alright . Fucking get this right in your head . How old already , brain still don't know how to think for others ?

Kimwee,

Stop all your nonsense .

2010-10-19T14:08:00.002+08:00

I'm back in blogging . Didn't update my blog recently due to eoy examinations . Finally , eoy examinations has ended today . Gonna enjoy ttm . But still worried about what's the result that I'm going to take back . Hope I'll get promoted successfully .

Kimwee,

2010-10-07T19:26:00.002+08:00

End-of-year examinations are starting tomorrow . Hope everything goes well and not wrong . Time flies so fast , used to think that examinations are many miles away from me yet . But so quickly and fast , here it comes . Not gonna give up , for the last lap . Goodluck to all those who are going to take their examinations too . Be it end-of-year examination , PSLE , N'levels or O'levels , all the best to you guys .

Kimwee,

Goodluck and work hard :D

2010-09-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

Went for liondance again today .. Enjoyed , but was tiring for today's one . Somemore , rain came suddenly -.- But it's alright , as long as we enjoyed . Liondance all the way till 5plus in the noon ? Went to ate our dinner .. After that , slacked and chatted with friends all the way till 9plus . Went to "MR TEH TARIK" to ate again .. HAHA . Can be counted as supper bah , HAHAHA .

Kimwee,

help .

2010-09-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

I'm back home from liondance . End-of-year examinations are 20 plus day away . Really hope I would clear , and get promoted to secondary 4 next year . Very worried still , about my mathematics , science(Chemistry&Physics) , history and social studies .. There's really freaking lot of things to remember for history and social studies . But I'm working on english , chinese and art le .. At least if i can pass these three subject , it meets the criteria to promote . Now then I start on my other subjects , really no time le . But I'll still try .

Kimwee,

2010-09-03T13:45:00.002+08:00

I don't know how should I express my feeling now . I'm heartach-ing , disappointed and pissed off . I really don't know what should I do , it's killing me inside really deeply . You'll never know how much it's hurts me , Because I don't want to tell you about it at all . I'm afraid you'll just get angry . So I've decided to keep it right down inside of me . Days by days , I hope I won't break down one day . Seeing you this way , It really hurts me , yet I controlled myself not to tell you off , as I don't want you to be disappointed and angry with me . I just wanted you to be happy . We are one family , why things just happened and turned out this way ? It might be just what I get back , for all my doings last time . I really regretted . Regretted for causing you all to suffer with me . I'm really sorry . I really really really don't know what should I do .

Kimwee ,

Hatred that's in me .

2010-06-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

Aww . It's 25th June today already , and school is gonna reopen in about 2 or 3 days times ! So fast one month ending le .. Sighs , time really flies and as fast as the areoplane .. LOL . Went Bukit Merah Central to have my haircut today .. HAHA , good boy right ? :D After that went to shiguan to get some things done , after that headed back home .. Decided to look on my timetable for the 2nd semester and pack my books for monday's school .. So that I will not be so rush , as this weekends won't have so much free time .. I'm wanting to sleep , but just can't get to sleep .. Argh , what's wrong with me . It has been a few occasions these few weeks .. Tomorrow there's liondance again , I'm so looking forward to it ! :D Yeah .

Kimwee,
I hope things to have a change . But will it ever happen ?

2010-06-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

Today went out to celebrate weiyip's birthday .. Happy Birthday Weiyip ! LOL . Went to ate at burger king , somewhere around suntec or esplanade , can't really remember where is the place .. Was not really hungry , so ordered just the NESTLE HONEYSTAR de ice-cream .. Find it quite interesting , so wanted to try it .. Well , it taste so-so , LOL .. Went to take the singapore flyers .. All of us took pictures using some of their cameras .. After that went to singapore river there , sit down , chill and chit-chat .. Bought candy floss to eat , LOL long time no eat liao .. headed home after that ..

Kimwee,
Happy Birthday Weiyip , all the best in everything you do .

2010-06-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 12plus in the noon today .. After finished preparing and taken my lunch , went to Tiong Bahru Plaza de mac to meet Kriston and Dylan .. Went to Dhoby Ghaut to get some stuff done first , and then headed to speedy . Soon after , kevin reached .. Continue playing lan till around 6plus , i left first .. While they continue staying there ... Get home and changed , went for jogging .. Nothing much today ...

Kimwee,
I must not give up .

2010-06-07T02:35:00.002+08:00

Went to tuah as usual yesterday , so waited for friend's car at redhill market , as he's also making his way up there . On the way inside his car , he told and advise me alot on studies and asking me to make a thought for my future . Thought about what he said to me , I absolutely agreed . I should rather suffer it for 5 more years than suffer it for me another 60 years or more de life ... I find it more worthy this way . Rather than relaxing to the max now and then suffering to the max in the future , why not suffering to the max now then relaxing to the max in the future . This gonna be a motivator when i'm back to study ! Hahas . Finally feeling better after few days of being ill .. But throat still kinda abit uncomfortable uh ! -.-

Kimwee,
Now I realised .

2010-05-23T23:16:00.002+08:00

Just came back from liondance practice . Friday and saturday I were not at home ! Went to cousin's chalet@ Sentosa .. Enjoying and relaxing after a week of examinations .. Took back my results le .. Sighs . Didn't done well this time again . I can blame no one , but myself . Who asked me , usual don't listen and concentrate , at the very last minute then decided to chiong . Chiong-ing doesn't really work yea .. This thursday taking back report book le .. Parents meeting for everyone also -.- I bet my overall results at the bottom of the report book will be a FAIL . Tomorrow doesn't need to attend school .. Think so going out to buy stuffs for free day .

Kimwee,
That's what I'm striving for .

2010-05-18T00:25:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over ! Now are worried about the results , which I think i'm gonna know this week bah .. Heard from teacher that i flunk my mathematics paper 1 -.- Sighs , paper 1 already flunk le , paper 2 no need say liao . Chemistry , I sucks to the core , almost the whole paper don't know how to do .. Anyhow scribble words in .. Sometimes , I really thinks that am I really stupid to put up with people that has disappoint me time by time . I never want more , I just want a change , that's all . All these things , it's really a torture to me . When will these things comes to an end ? Just came back from liondance . I guessed I'm turning in soon , bye peeps .

Kimwee,
I hate this .

2010-04-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

Today didn't went to school .. Wasn't feeling so well this morning .. But now it's ok le . Contacted Miss Goh and Dad that i'll not be attending school today .. Miss Goh requested a medical certificate or parents letter -.- Never go consult doctor , so medical certificate is out of the question . Parents letter ? ZZZ . Grandmother knew I was not feeling so well , she went to buy soya bean milk and beancurd for me . Thanks alot ahma ;D After that aunt & grandmother went out , i was alone at home .. Felt so tired , went to sleep . I'm better , but why is it so that i have alternate feeling at times ?

Kimwee,
Thanks alot .

2010-04-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we went to Botak Jones to eat for Weimeng's birthday ;D Happy Belated Birthday Weimeng ! The food there were great , I ordered Cajun Chicken ;p Sorry Weimeng , it was a simple celebration ... I hope you enjoy yourself yesterday .. After that , went to tuah as usual .. LOL , I still remember something ! Weimeng had a GREAT time there ;p Wahahaha (evil laugh) ;p Sorry Weimeng again , was not able to join you guys for movie after that .. Forgive me for that all right ? ;D Ok bah , had nothing much to post le .. Tomorrow got school , arghhh !

Kimwee,
It's better .

2010-04-15T20:40:00.002+08:00

And again it's friday tomorrow .. Yeah . After one week out of school , i'm ain't able to catch up with my studies , especially mathematics . I guessed i'm done for this time . Mid-year examinations are round the corner , which is starting on 7th May . Well , it might seems weeks away , but times do flies real fast . Dajie said she wanted me to pass maths no matter what , she don't care . LOL . The things my maths teacher taught , i seriously can't catch up with it .. Equations , Equations , Equation ! Whatthehell . I'm totally fed up with myself alright , i'm like so stupid which can't excel in studies . Sighs . Tomorrow have no classes , but the "Personality Profiling" workshop . This program is to assist students to understand more about themselves . Hope it will help on me bah .. Maybe i can find something in myself that i didn't even notice it in all my 15 years of life ? LOL , i'm just thinking too much :p

Kimwee,
It ain't something so easy .

2010-04-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

It's sunday night . Tomorrow is 12th april , and i'm going back to school . Hair checking and parent meeting for me tomorrow -.- Rawr ! I did not update for so long le .. hahas .. Went prawing with friends .. It was my first experience there , and i still couldn't overcome something during prawing , LOL . Guess is what ? SHH , to people who knows : don't tell ok ?! It been so long already . I guessed i'm trying my best to let go ? I'm still learning to let go . There's no point of me holding on to it when we aren't fated . I see the happiness you have now , deep right inside my heart , i'm really really really happy for you . As least I don't get to see the pain you facing if you aren't living happily right now . It has been so hard .

Kimwee,
Happy Belated Birthday to you .

2010-03-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

Finally it's Friday already . Can rest more on weekends le .. This week went back to school to do some CIP .. Tuesday we went to give out flyers door to door at Kimtian area .. Wednesday , went to collect unwanted newspaper from the resident at Bukit Merah area .. Thursday , school bused us to Changi Beach to pick up litters there .. And finally friday which is today we went to school to help them cut the paper footprint the school printed out .. Plus some Job attachment thingy .. But school ends earlier than usual today .. 10am plus end le .. Yesterday went K-Box with Kriston and co . It was seriously my first time to K-Box yesterday .. LOL , peeps don't laugh at me ! Had fun there :) Today actually planned to go queensway to punch me and kriston's belt de hole .. In the end , when we were on our way reaching queensway , we realised we never bring out belts out -.- Ohmygod , I'm so forgetful . Then just walk walk at queensway instead ..

Kimwee,
It's still the same .

2010-03-23T22:58:00.003+08:00

Back to the same timing as school days again .. Woke up at 6.45am as school's starting at 8am . Felt so tired and restless this morning . But I'm left with no choice but to wake up and get myself prepare . Don't want wake up also cannot , aunt keep screaming at me asking me to get out of my bed and get ready for school .. Had my breakfast at home before making my way to school . Met Weiyip in the canteen and we went to the assemble point which is in the hall .. All of us in the morning , get lectured early in the morning by Miss Chong . But also not her fault actually , it's some of us purposely don't want go for the OBS camp , some got valid medical reason . LOL . We were asked to write journal . LOL , 300 words leh ! How am i suppose to write -.- 8.45am , it's our break time ! On my way to the canteen , saw someone . You're wearing a smile on your face . It seems you're living happily right now . Kimwee is happy for you . I hope everything will be fine for you . When can i really smile again , when i saw your laughters ?

Kimwee,
Ci Gei Wo Ni Xian Zai Xing Fu De Xiao Rong Hao Ma ?

2010-03-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

Returning back to school tomorrow le . Back to school life again -.- School , in the past were great with you . But now ? I don't know . Should be able to see you tomorrow in school bah . Tomorrow going back to school for don't know what programme -.- Think is do CIP one de lo . Gonna do more maybe , hahas . Do more good deed ;D . it's 12.27am , yet i still can't sleep at all . Every single night , everytime i couldn't get to sleep , memories kept appearing in my mind .. I really do not know what to do at times . I think i end here le , bye peeps .

Kimwee,
Your footsteps were left deeply inside me .

2010-03-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

It has been a few days , i still can't seem to stop thinking . I really missed those times with you . How i wish that time could rewind . If time could rewind , i would treasure every precious moment , everyday , every minute , every second spending with you . But that's impossible . The world won't stop turning just because of me . I can't stop thinking every night , before i get to sleep .. I don't know how are you living right now this moment . I hope you are living happily and smiling every day . I still remember the way you laugh each time , it look so funny ! It makes me smile each time you laughs . Forget that there's kimwee this person who once step into your life . kimwee is someone so useless that he can't even make the one he loves happy but hurting the one he loves which isn't worth your remembrance . Had no mood to go out and meet up with friends these few days .. These few days were with da jie all the while . Ate together with da jie these day and then go home after that . It's like a daily basis these days . Will kimwee be able to get over all these things one fine day ?

Kimwee ,
Many words are left unspoken .

2010-03-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

Should i really let go of the past ? I don't want to . I really wanted to apologise . I'm sorry for my bad temper all the time . I'm sorry for my sucky attitude at times . I'm sorry for everything that i've caused hurt to you . I'll never forget the times we shared together . I wish you all the best in your studies . Takecares .

Kimwee,
Goodbye & takecare .

2010-03-05T09:39:00.002+08:00

I did not go for the dragon boating programme from the school today .. Was actually preparing to go le .. pack my stuffs and leave house to meet her . Just when i was on the way there , my stomach were somehow not feeling well .. But after awhile it's better le ..Met her and walk to the station with her .. Suddenly , don't feel like going school today anymore .. Plus my unwell stomach today . Haiss .. Have got no mood to attend school today . Life these days has been so bad . I really didn't want that to happen . I knew i've hurt you in many ways . i'm sorry . Be it what'll happen in the future , promise me you've to stay happy forever . I only wish for you is that i want you to be happy . As long as you're happy , whatever it takes , i can accept . Daddy , Mummy and jie , i knew i brought to you all disappointment again . I'm sorry to you all . I'm a failure , i do nothing well .. Nothing goes well for me in my life .. In my 15 years of life i've learnt alot of things . "TRUST " is it really worthy all the time ? Does trust been cheating us at times ? I guess so .

Kimwee,
Trust is something so good yet hurtful .

2010-03-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

Just came back from outside (: went to henderson there de da ri zi just now .. left early , at around 9 plus ... friend drives us home ! hahas , thankyou thankyou (: Haiss , school was the same .. I promised myself to study hard in school , but still i wasn't really that attentive in class . Sometimes i still fool around .. I'm sorry peeps . I'm so weak in Physics , Chemistry , Mathematics and History . Ohmygod , haisss ... Time is really really really fast ! It's March already , it seems like it's just 1 month passed .

Kimwee,
The sun would shine at you eventually one fine day . Don't ever think that you should give up . ily .

2010-02-28T15:26:00.010+08:00

It's 28th today , the last day of cny le .. so fast , 15 days of cny are ending real soon . hahas , no more red packets to take le . Those day of cny , almost everyday is liondancing . LOL . The times during liondancing with you guys were great . Jokes and laughters all on the lorry ^^ Yesterday after chushi , went to kriston house awhile .. Dylan and him decided to take a shower at his house .. After that , went to see ka teng there de bus-stop to meet up with friends . Headed down to ILUMA . we went to "Tornado" hahas , they were playing the jackpot thingy . hahas , they played till so crazy ! :D I'm uploading some photos i took during chushi :)

Kimwee ,

you're the one .

2010-02-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year peeps ! it's the 9th day of cny le , so fast -.- last few days were busy with liondancing , it was fun and i enjoyed :) When to many places for liondance , yet some things happened too . hais ... I knew what i did was wrong . i'm sorry . i've got nothing to say le .. hais .. bye peeps .

Kimwee,
i don't really meant it . duibuqi .

2010-02-01T19:56:00.003+08:00

I'm just back home from school :D had two tests today -.- I totally forgotten since teacher inform us ! I only remembered it when teacher is about to give out the test paper for us to do .. Today's test were mathematics and chemistry . ohmygod la , mathematics paper i totally don't know how do .. LOL , i leave most of it blank . Gonna fail . I really can't cope with my mathematics and physics . I want get help from da jie liao . I bet she'll teach me till vomit blood -.- I just want you to be happy , i don't meant anything bad .

Kimwee,
Everything seems wrong .

2010-01-25T17:05:00.002+08:00

Back to blog le ... it has been a few weeks since school started , and i'm starting to hate lessons again . ohmygod , cannot la . My aim for this year is to study well and concentrate in class .. this goal might seems far , but still i'll keep my promise to concentrate and study well in class . I won't make you disappointed . What i did in class today , wasn't on purpose .. hahas , i was just too tired . Guess what i've done ? I doze off ! My sleeping position still so style and shuang (: LOL . but next time won't le ... ZZZ , i still had maths and chinese assignments still not yet done . My maths sucks alright , how am i suppose to do ? I guessed i'm just gonna flip through notes , to guide me along (: it do works at times .. Thanks Ms Phang (:

Kimwee,
Life are just full of ups and down . I used to not believe it , but now it's different .

2010-01-16T13:38:00.006+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to myself (: Hahas , i came to post too late liao .. should have post on the 13th . But i was lazy , zzz . I really want to say a big thankyou to all my friends . Thanks for all the things you've prepared for me on that day . We've gone through alot of things together . But those bad things has pass . We shall forget those , right ? I enjoyed really lots that day . Although i was smashed with cake , but i'm not angry or sad with you guys . Instead , i'm happy .. Hahas , the first time i was smashed with cake in my life .. You all made history ;D Thanks Kriston , Weimeng , Weiyip , Dylan , Samuel , Shane , Caiyan , Kevin and Shawn . Thanks for everything , you guys has done for me . A chance is given once again for me and you . I hope everything will be fine . Ily .

Kimwee,
ily .

2010-01-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

Today were the 4th day of school ! Well , everything goes quite well (: I was told to cut my hair twice ): But nevermind :D I've been trying my best to concentrate in class everyday . Hahas . Today i wasn't that good boy in class today , LOL . Weiyip and I kept crapping away during physics and chemistry lesson .. Arhh , that's just for today i hope . Actual lessons are going to start next week bah , I think ? I doze off during history class , zzz . Woke up when class is dismissed . Straight after i woke up , teacher told me from next lesson onwards i've been to transferred to next history class . Whatthefuck . Thought that I could be in the same class with you for history , but in the end . I had no choice , but to listen . I hope you can concentrate in class ya . Tomorrow we had no class lessons , yeah ! :D tomorrow is out of class activity bah , heard form teacher said . Hope we're not going to play class bonding game bah . If it so , i don't think so i'll be joining in bah . I've no mood for games right now .

Kimwee,
nothing will actually last forever .

2010-01-03T18:32:00.002+08:00

It's 3rd today ! Ohmygod , you know what day it is ? It's a day before school reopen !!! Arrgh , must go back to the usual routine again .. Wake up early in the morning and force myself out of the bed .. My eyes is still half shut half open whenever i get out of bed during school days lo ... Hahas , long pants tomorrow onwards :D finally mans ! Waited for 2 long years ya ... Gonna concentrate in class and study hard le .. No more fooling around in school this year .. No time to waste le .. Hope everyone else , has the same goal as me . hahas , probably still can fool abit in school la , if not very bored leh . Shh !! Haven't cut my hair , LOL . God Bless me , don't get caught by DM or any teachers ! Okok , i end my post here bah . maybe later going to get some stuff for school ? i don't know , depends .

Kimwee,
God Bless me (;

2010-01-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

It's 2010 . The past , we shall leave it behind , and continue to search for happiness . Many things did happened in 2009 . Be it , sadness , happiness , disappointment or angry , let us throw all the bad memories away in our mind . We shall keep all the good memories we shared together . Good memories are meant to be treasured , bad memories are meant to be forgotten . Now it's 1st January 2010 . It's a new beginning , let's start all over again .

Kimwee ,
Happy New Year peeps .
Hope you guys achieves your goals in life ;D

2009-12-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

This few days i've been living my life , going down to tuah and going down to shiguan ... but it doesn't matter , hahas .. i enjoyed it . i'm doing what i like ! Liondance forever ! probably nothing'll stop me from liondancing my this whole life bah .. Liondance are my lifetime addiction ! ;D yesterday was christmas ! Merry Belated Christmas peeps !!! zzz , i'm late .. haha , didn't celebrate christmas either this year .. i don't have the xi guan to celebrate christmas .. LOL . I'm glad you're living fine (; study hard next year ok ? don't abandon your studies again le ..

Kimwee,
You're living fine , i'm happy (;

2009-12-11T05:37:00.001+08:00

I've just took some quizzes ..

What others see from your style
You are artistic, confident and don't like to be controlled. You enjoy traveling, and dressing smartly helps you move around more efficiently. What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too. What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour. What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle. What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important. What others see from your earrings
You are a hardworking people. You are serious and capable. You know what you want out of life, and you go after it. The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working. What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

2009-12-08T01:47:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 2 plus today ... was so tired ... but somehow couldn't sleep back .. the feeling is like you feel you can sleep back but in the other way you feel that you can't sleep back again . weird ... lol . so i get out of my bed and use the com .. soon at 3 plus , received text from weimeng that he coming my house to return me something .. weimeng came at around 4 plus ? after that headed to hoswee .. to meet up with alex and co .. tomorrow don't know going with them to bugis anot ... see bah , depends .. okok , end here le .. today nothing much ... bye peeps !

Kimwee,
whatever it takes .

2009-12-04T03:07:00.002+08:00

today woke up in the afternoon at around 2 plus ? received call from weimeng and co , asking whether want meet up with them . it was raining heavily , so i told them maybe at a later time .. used the com while waiting for the rain to turn smaller ... at around 4 plus , the rain turns smaller , i quickly went to shower , preparing to go out . as soon as i showered finish , kevin called ... in the end , went to meet kevin and co instead .. went back to his house , for him to do finish his things ... after that went crescent to slack for awhile ... around 8 plus , received call from weimeng again , asking whether want meet him and alex .. i agreed and headed to tiong . went to Mr Teh Tarik there to eat , slack and talk . after that went tiong park for some small exercise ... hahas .. went back home at 11pm .

Kimwee,
it must not stop .

2009-12-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

today didn't go anywhere from morning till mid afternoon ... went to tuah during late afternoon till now . today 15th .. Lian Hua San Tai Zi ban gong . but after that Shan Cai Tong Zi also got come ... hahas . after that 7th dian tua ya and 1st dian li ya come too .. 7th dian pek ask me the same question again . lol . still deciding leh . must settle my mindset down . cannot always san xin liang yi . must seriously consider ... must give answer by this saturday ban gong .. tomorrow think so going down to tuah again ..

Kimwee,
should i ?

2009-11-29T01:05:00.002+08:00

today slept till enough then woke up ... hahas , normally not enough sleep (; wake up le , received call from ahboon asking whether want meet up . quickly showered and head down to plaza ... he spent most of the time at virtualand today , lol . maximum tune is his addiction now bah , i think . LOL . but he's still not putting a smile on his face everytime ... ahboon > cheer up ! everything will be fine (; after that met up with weimeng , alex and caiyan . went down to tuah ... stay at tuah till 10pm then headed to alex house , they bought instant noodle to cook at alex house . hahas . thanks alex for lending us your kitchen ;D i faster ate the instant noodle , and leave alex house . because i was hoping that i could take the last bus . but in the end i still miss it . ); that's not the worst thing . i sprained my ankle again . whatthefuck . it seems like my ankle get sprain easily after my old injury that time .. die liao , must seek help .. got no choice , but to take cab home ... but i'e got no money with me , so i asked my aunt for help ... hahas , asked her to come down help me pay first ... gonna return her back some other time .. tomorrow gonna make my way down to tuah again , got things to do ..

Kimwee,
i'm feeling so much better now (;

2009-11-28T01:35:00.011+08:00

Haa , i'm finally back to post again ! Last week didn't manage to post , because was all the while outside at tuah there for da ri zi ... later i'll post some pictures... (; the rest of days i've got nothing to do , but still lazy to blog ... hahas . this few days were out almost everyday with ahboon and co . People said friends must keep in touch , hahas , we really very keep in touch ;D but afterall , it's still good bah . today met till weimeng , hahas .. the rest of days he were busy working ... i wanna work too ! but quite alot of them were looking for 16 and above . i've got no choice , but went to ask at macdonald . hope they call me in few days time .

Kimwee,
is so bored -.-

2009-11-14T05:13:00.002+08:00

It's 5.14am in the morning .. i'm still awake .. sleeping will only make me think about her more .. everytime before i close my two eyes and sleep , she came into my mind for sure every night . it's like a daily routine ...hais . don't talk about this le . later going chushi , hahas . today go down shiguan , didn't manage to train , as it has just finished raining , then the floor is entirely wet -.- i didn't train for about 2 trainings liao .. plus today , total 3 trainings didn't manage to train ..); next week , pray hard that it'll not rain again .. then can train liao . hais , nothing to write le . bye peeps (;

Kimwee,
ain't the way i want it to be .

2009-11-13T01:16:00.002+08:00

today home-ed the whole day .. listened to dad for once , hahas . (; he asked me not to go out so often ); so don't say i never listen to you at all hor , dad -.- received call from kevin's , asking me whether want go eat anot at around noon time .. but home got cooked , so didn't go . today's 13th . it's when i started and falls . time has been passing real fast .. how i hope , time would rewind some times . but it's impossible .. so i've to just carry on with my life with the least problems/troubles . i'll try (; haiss , suddenly something came into my mind . why am i still thinking about the past ? i don't know , it just came suddenly . tomorrow as usual , going down shiguan . two weeks i never go le . because of my injury . but now quite back to normal .. ok , i end here le , bye peeps .

Kimwee,
it's had been 1 month , do you realised ?
我从哪里起飞从哪里降落 .

2009-11-11T01:44:00.002+08:00

Met kevin today at bus then go great world city .. went there to eat .. hahas , i like the hot & sour noodle ! actually i can't eat spicy and sour things yet , because of the injury .. but don't care so much ! mouth don't listen , very itchy want eat ;p my injury is much better le , yeah ! after eating , went walking around great world city . saw wenkai and co . after that went to kevin's house to slack . recently like the jellyfish we bought from fairprice . it's nice lo ! somemore no need cook all that . went back at 10.30pm as usual . tomorrow don't know want go out anot leh . dad asked me not to go out so often -.- but i know it's for my own good la . go out confirm need use money . short of cash , need find a job as soon as possible . don't know if anybody got any lobang ? thanks .

Kimwee,
I guessed it's really over this time .

2009-11-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at around 12 plus , quickly clean up , shower and have my lunch at home . it's been so long since i had lunch prepared by my mum . hahas . because everytime i keep going out before lunch time then didn't eat she prepare de lunch . so bad of me i know .. after that , ownself went down to shiguan .. went there to play drum . lol , abit sot uh . alone go down then alone in the room play drum .. but sian at home mah , so went down lo . Then my phone suddenly no more battery ! zzz , then i quickly went home to get it charged . back to my ahma house to have my dinner . gone out again at 7pm plus to Bukit Purmei basketball court . played abit of basketball there .. then the rest of the time is sit down there slack liao . went home at 10plus .

Kimwee,
got nothing to say .

2009-11-04T20:38:00.003+08:00

haa . used the computer the whole day today ! i'm so bored ... nothing really much to post today ..

当我松开你的手开始流浪才知道这场爱你一直都比我坚强

Kimwee,

2009-11-03T02:27:00.002+08:00

it's 2.27am , and i'm still awake ! can't sleep at all ... is it really so hard to forget someone you love ? maybe it is bah . There's a saying "Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met ". it has been weeks , yet i'm still thinking . maybe i need some more time ? as long as you're fine and happy , i'm contented . have been thinking much at home nowadays .. wants to go out as soon as possible , maybe i won't be thinking that much then .

Kimwee,
time will change you .

2009-11-01T15:06:00.006+08:00

ahh ! I'm so bored right now ... I've to stay at home due to some REASON . wah , it's a torture to be at home for days . no entertainment , no fun and laughters . my best company at home is my computer . LOL . guess what i've done at home this few days ? Eat , sleep and use computer . just three simple activities . Wanna go out faster !!!! IT"S SO FUCKING BORED AT HOME LA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zzz .

Kimwee,
爱错

2009-10-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over ! Got back our report book today , i've done badly . but fortunately , teachers push me up to secondary 3 (: thanks alot to teachers . it've been 17 days .. hope you're living happily out there . what's important starting for you next year is your studies and not anything else . do enjoy your school holidays .. Please do remember this : "think before you does anything , or else you gonna regret later in life ." ahh , hope my injury recover real soon ! it's a torture !!!! should've been more careful ): end here today bah .

Kimwee,
life is left black and white without you .

2009-10-10T13:38:00.003+08:00

things changes rapidly these few days . been thinking why you've become that way . it isn't the same old you . you used to be a cheerful person . you're giving up on yourself , just because of some words from one people ? why care about what people says ? giving up on yourself , isn't the best thing to do to solve all problems . we hear the good things , but not the bad things . but provided you must listen to peoples advise . especially parents . parents always help their child but they'll not hai their child . so what your parents advise or nag , you must listen . although , it's really irritating at times , but you must know why they want to nag at you . it's not because that they've got nothing better to say to you . they only want you to be good and not learn bad . never blame your parents for anything , because it's them who bring you to this world . they don't want to see anything happen to you next time . although they might bring a fierce front , but you never know how they are feeling deep inside their heart . recently , what happen , are all a misunderstanding . you must spend time , sitting down and explain to them . anything , sit down nicely talk . no use keep ki-ing with them . you'll lose out eventually at the end . before you do anything , THINK . this word is very important to you now . stop giving up on yourself . i don't wanna see you giving up on yourself . it hurts to see you this way .

kimwee ,
don't want to see you this way ):

2009-09-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

disappointment and worries is what i've gave you all , as what you told me . I've never done anything in my whole 14 years to made you all proud . sadness and angryness is what i bring back each time . calls from school each time , made you angry and sad . never i thought that what i've done is actually affecting so much on you people . all those things i've done , is just stupid stuff . you said i've changed . yes , maybe it's true . i kept pushing all the blame to you all ? it's that true ? is it everytime is my fault ? yes , i admit that sometime i'm really too much . what you all want from me , is just me to study hard , get good results and go to the right path in life . i know that . i'll try my best to study hard and get to sec 3 next year . i don't wanna retain too . what i can only do now is apologise . I'm sorry . don't worry too much , i know what is right and wrong . i'll lead my own life from now on , but still i'll do the things you all want me to do . which is study hard and get into the right path in life .

ahhui,
from now on ,
it's me , myself and I

2009-09-05T00:54:00.002+08:00

Why are you all always like this ? keep taking away my happiness . I'm really sick of you all .

ahhui ,
never changes

2009-08-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

woke up at 11 plus today , haha was so tired . then after received ahwei call , he asked me what time to meet as he and ahboy wants to get their haircut . I told them i now wake up and get prepared first , but you know what , i slept back for awhile . laughoutloud . get myself prepared after that , before i go out of house , received luv call . haha , didn't knew she will wake up so early one , XD ! asked whether she can come out , but she couldn't . ): but nevermind , next time bah (: haiss , this week school gonna suddenly carry out a attire check . hope my hair won't get caught . haha , my hair is short enough lerh lorr . really can't understand why school keep having attire check . why school must ask students to go cut their hair ? is it because of discipline ? so what if the person cut his hair short , and he still goes around creating trouble ? we students come to school to study , not go school let you cut hair . **** you . teachers , i know your hair very neat and tidy la , but don't need so desperate , ask us accompany you go cut as well . laughoutloud .

ahhui,
a smile from you is all i want every single day .

2009-08-09T08:49:00.003+08:00

my blog seems it's gonna be dead soon .. quite lazy to update . yesterday , chushi were tiring . but lots of fun and enjoyment (: but .. i'm real sorry to her , didn't have much time to keep her accompany . haiss .. after chushi , it was around 10 plus already . took train to tiong bahru , and then to jalan membina for dinner at the coffeshop there . yummy , lol , probably i'm too hungry that time that everything could be yummy . head back home after that .. showered , and called luv to talk (: today it's 8th August , Singapore National Day ! hahas . later got chushi again .. LOL . kays , gonna end it here lerh , have to go and prepare already .

ahhui,
Happy National Day (:

2009-08-02T01:52:00.002+08:00

hellos . today woke up late in the morning , lol . was so tired , decided to sleep more .. from all the way from morning till afternoon was so sian at home ! play computer ? no , was too lazy haha . after that went down to sintua at 6 plus . not much things today .. haiss , so bored . ok bah , i turn in now lerh . bye everyone (:

ahhui,
stay happy every single day of your life

2009-07-30T19:21:00.002+08:00

ahaha , i'm back to here . haiss , dar got suspended .. one week ! wth , school nowadays small matter , suspend here and there . lol , one day school sure very few people go one . but for me , also suay la . got flu then kena send back home .. must wait till recover then can go back .. but also good la , no stress .. waiting till next tuesday i think .. for you to return to school (: no more trouble in school lerh ok ? and don't do all those things lerh , you promised (:

ahhui,
change .

2009-07-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

haha , yesterday did not went to school . sick then got 1 day mc . ahahaha .. stupid flu ! relax everyone , it's not H1N1 . it's just normal flu (: i hate it when having flu . now eat , no more taste lerh . this morning went to redhill station to meet dar and company . Was quite late . sorry everyone .. after awhile , walk to school , luckily haven't late .. if not jialat liao . classes were bored today la , nono , maybe it's not just today . it's everyday (: ok , i go sleep lerh .

ahhui,
listen to my advise ok ?

2009-07-18T12:01:00.002+08:00

last few days , nothing much to write so didn't post .. haha . tomorrow's samuel birthday , going down to bugis later to celebrate . haha , he one year older tomorrow lerh .. hope everything will be alright for him (: haiss , so sian .. been slacking and playing basketball around these few days . end here lerh , gonna go and prepare liao ..

ahhui,
Happy Birthday Samuel (:

2009-07-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

6 days never post lerh . ahaha . last 2 days , hair was caught by principal . damn her . so today went to cut . arh !! miss my back hair ! nevermind ... dm want check tomorrow .. later still cannot approve DIE already . suspension .. hair nia , also want suspend . LOL . principal fucking xialan siak . at foyer that day , almost every student who walked pass her , will kena comment . she really had nothing better to do , i think . after cutting hair today , went to queensway . kriston asked me to accompany him go buy school shoe . haha , paiseh arh kriston , use your name again . hahaha . after that went down to shi guan to train .. nothing much today .. so end here lerh .

ahhui,
those moments are the ones which are meant to be treasured .

2009-07-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

long day in school today . sian ! first period literature somemore . don't quite like literature .. very sian lorr .. everything story , story and story .. everything was ok , till lunch time . someone threw something at somebody i think , then dm come ask us in a manner , which sounds like we were the ones who threw . we told him , that we don't know , he still say "you all better tell , or if i see the CCTV , and find out who , i'll definetaly cane you all . fuck siak . was very furious , had some dispute with him .. damn dulan at that time la . say till like is we are the one who threw the thing . trying to accused arh ? fuck off then . zzz .. after that everything went back to normal . dm asked me go to the other side to talk .but he suddenly talk nicely leh . then i nicely talk to him and apologise for raising my voice . actually dm quite good la , just that sometimes very what only . in what ways , he's quite a good dm . at 12.45pm had briefing for aep .. briefing for awhile , then we need sit there watch the show "superstar the musical ". don't know what show , but quite nice and funny . after school went to kimseng cc to play basketball . tomorrow school till 1.45pm only i think , yeah ! haha , post till here lerh .

ahhui,
finally saw your smile .

2009-07-06T17:14:00.002+08:00

today stayed at home the whole day . so sian . this few days not in a really good mood . i don't know why . maybe it's just ..... haiss . why why and why ? keep appearing in my mind for days . i seriously have no solution for that . is it because i did something , yet i didn't notice ? i'm really tired of all this problems .. what can i do ? just let nature take its course ? i think that's the best solution . everything will pass eventually one day .. hope that day is just round the corner .

ahhui,
why , why & why ?

2009-07-05T02:58:00.002+08:00

late post .. haiss . no mood to sleep anymore . slept abit earlier . life , really do have alot of ups and downs . not every moment is sweet and not every momemt is bitter&sour . things do change as time passed by . but sometimes things turned out the way we don't want . does it really have to happened this way ? i really hope things would be better .. are we drifting more and more apart ? we seems to spend less time with each other already . sometimes , i really thought of why things really have to be like this ? hope things will be better one day .

ahhui,
i remembered what you told me .

2009-07-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

school , today really very what . at first , i ask teacher permission to go to the toilet , after she consficated my ear expander . i want go toilet put ear stick mah . but damn suay la , come out of the toilet , ear stick kena consficated . fuck siak . then my last time mathematic teacher happened to pass by . she extra , go complain to dm say my hair quite long , socks wrong colour .. luckily dm didn't say anything . yeah . ahwei , kriston and shane were asked to go down by dm . because of the new chinese teacher . fuck that teacher la . keep kpkb people . stills try to be guailan . kriston is right , she has no right to be our teacher . she was said that she last time teach express one . hope she go back express la . don't come normal academic kpkb people . tomorrow got chinese liao , sian . but one good thing , thursday school starts at 8.45am . haha , can sleep more lerh . lack of sleep seriously , keep falling sleep in class . hahas , so now i go sleep lerh .

ahhui,
why so agitated today , must learn to calm down ok ?

2009-06-30T20:35:00.002+08:00

school was really sucks today .. new chinese teacher were so guailan . aiyah , no mood to post lerh .. shall end here , though it's really really a short post today .

ahhui ,
i'm lost .

2009-06-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

yesterday never post .. lazy .. haha . today school reopen liao ! need wake up early once again . bu xi guan siak . holidays almost everyday slept till 11 0r 12 plus .. although sometimes wake up earlier than that . went to school , met friends and so on . school's boring ! haiss .. how am i going to pass my end-of-year examinations with this attitude that school is boring .. must learn to find school intresting ! anyone can tell me how ? slept for the whole science period today .. so tired lorr .. then keep get woken up by teachers . fuck siak . people sleep till so shuang then keep waking people up .. but nevermind , they also want us to stay awake and pay attention to the lesson so that we can pass .. but why can't i pay full attention ? sometimes i can be quite chatty ! maybe some of you may think is not sometimes , it's always ! haha .. but please tolerate tolerate !! (: after school , shane need to cut his hair . so ahwei , kriston , samuel and wayne accompany him to kawaii cutz .. before that we went to KFC to have lunch . ordered our food and ate .. awhile later , saw kahseng and company . today was a boring day .

ahhui ,
why things had to turn out in the other way ?

2009-06-28T01:24:00.003+08:00

wah . today damn late then post .. because now then can use com .. hehee . accompany kriston and ahboy go cut hair today .. at bmc derh kawaii cutz . i never cut , then cannot go in . so i sitted outside .. something happened la . got one guy , want go in one , then before he go in , he stopped and stared at me for awhile . i purposely didn't look at him back , because i knew if i stared back , sure tio one . but after awhile , i looked back just for awhile only , less than 2 seconds , he said " see what ?" wah . he stared at me so long , i never stared back , just look back for 2 seconds like that , then he still say that . he never see me how he know i see him .. rite ? haiss . i don't know la , some people seems to like to tio people for no reason , and they still they started it first .. don't say about this liao .. after kriston and ahboy finished cutting their hair , ahboy went to met kevin for lunch .. so he left first .. me and kriston went to queensway once again ! lolx . kriston went there to buy studs . weimeng called and asked where's me . i asked him whether want come queensway anot , because we are there mah .. then he say ok lorr .. he also went there to buy studs .. after buying , so sian . didn't have place to go .. so went to kimseng cc waiting for training to starts at 7pm . training was fun today .. hahas . sorry , ahwei if i made till your ear during the beylong . next time will be more careful derh . it's sunday ! laopo coming back later don't know at what time leh .. haha . yeah ! i'm so happy . (:

ahhui ,
is happy , (:

2009-06-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

haha .. here's the post for today .. the previous post is for yesterday . met kriston at 4 plus , to fix his bike at henderson .. one thing made me very angry la . my bike air cap was stolen , the gas were leak out . tyre were flat . What the hell . i bet it's somebody who did it . damn the person man . then the person , don't know who , stranger i think , also stole my air cap and spoil the brakes . really dulan la . fuck that fellow . stealing fun uhh ? haiss .. then kriston and i went to henderson there to fix it .. after that headed to havelock road there cut hair .. ahh , lost my hair .. nevermind ! gonna grow back eventually one fine day .. cut with ahwei today .. he changed his hairstyle . cool . then kriston , ahwei and i went to meet charlene and casselyn at telok blangah . slack there , ate dinner then i went back home liao . kriston , ahwei and the rest went to safra .. after i reached home , i was so freaking tired ! fell asleep ! hahs . miss laopo alot . it's the second day . 1 more day , which is sunday , then she'll come back to singapore again .. yeah !

ahhui,
hope you are fine there ..

2009-06-26T13:25:00.004+08:00

haha .. didn't post anything yesterday because lazy then i don't think so i can use the computer also .. only now then i post .. hah . yesterday , went to basketball training in the morning .. was late for training , 10 plus then reach . lolx . yesterday training were quite tiring la , coach keep punishing us by doing push-up .. but nevermind , because it's for own good .. although i quite hate him alot la . haha . actually not hate la , it's just sometimes don't like . but sometimes , he's really good . he jokes and play around with us .. but if he gets serious , haiss . after training when to queensway again .. kriston wanted to pierce one more . he sot liao .. haha . joking joking , kriston .. went to kriston house to put his belonging and he want change his bag .. after he get changed , we went down to meet kevin and caiyan with ahwei and ahboy at ho swee . met to have lunch .. then go slack around with kriston and ahwei .. at around 6 or 7pm ? they wanted to have dinner . they went to B6 to ate . WTF , inside got two plain clothes police i think .. keep staring at us . we did nothing , then keep staring at ahwei . fuck la ! went to my house there slack after dinner . slack till around don't know what time . haha. then ahwei say he wanted to go home , so he cycled back home .. kriston went to my house and stayed overnight .. haha , fun ! slept till today 12 plus .. then he went back home .. maybe later meeting him again to fix his bike seat .. then maybe cutting hair later bah .. or either tomorrow .

ahhui ,
did a very stupid thing on 25/6/09 . around 3 plus . haiss .
I fucking hate my family .

2009-06-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

kriston called and woke me up today at 12 plus .. he called to asked me whether can i accompany go pierce his labret at queensway .. i said anything .. he said he want go there at around 3 plus .. so i sleep back awhile more . at around 1 plus i woke up again .. get myself prepared , eat all that . but kriston reached queensway first , then i asked him go ask how much is it to pierce labret first . you know how much ? $55 .. so expensive siak . then kriston say he don't want pierce liao .. then i say ok , then i don't meet you liao lorr .. at home , went slacking outside with myself at playground there .. at there think alot of things .. at around 7 plus then i go back home to have dinner .. suddenly kriston , ahwei and ahboy called me whether want come out slack at my house nearby . then since i nothing do , then i gone down find them .. didn't slack for very long la .. just awhile then go home .. today seriously is a very boring day ! tomorrow got basketball training .. don't know if i going anot . see i can wake up mah .. but i try go lorr .. skip quite a few training sessions liao .. see coach also buay gey yan me liao .. haiss . now 12am lerh , it's thursday . and .... time really pass very fast , very quick june holidays is gonna end . and all of us is going back school .. school sometimes are good sometimes are bad .. good are when we can meet friends and learn new things . the bads are that some fucking teacher keep kpkb . feel like slapping them siak . keep checking here and there .. hair , ear studs and so on .. like don't know what like that . we come school is to study , not cut hair and take out stud ! why can't teacher understands siak .. everything they want is discipline . fuck you teachers . fuckers ! enjoy yourself there , alright dar . must takecare of yourself , promise me ? i know you sunday coming back liao .. but still worried for you . as long you takecare of yourself , then i less worried liao ..

ahhui ,
takecare yourself there , with loves .

2009-06-24T00:18:00.002+08:00

woke up at around 10am plus today .. get prepared and went to delta for swimming with ahwei and kriston .. once again , i was late again ! LOL . sorry ahwei and kriston ... for being late almost every meet up . probably my mistake is where you guys tried to wake me up lerh , but i just answer the call , and went back to sleep for awhile more .. hah . i'm so lazy . but really la , i'm actually very bastard . keep making you all wait for me everytime .. next time i try come and meet you all earlier , kays ? before i do that , i must overcome my laziness ! haha . after that went to redhill market to have our lunch .. once once again , i ate 2 plates of food again ! WTF , gonna grow on more weight liao .. gonna exercise more ! and one suay thing happened , you know what ? we saw our basketball coach ! we skipped training today ! shhh .. but luckily he never saw us .. he was turning his head to somewhere else .. ahwei suggested that we go queensway to slack , but after all still decided not to go .. because go there slack also very sian . in the end , we gone to kriston house .. ahwei and kriston were playing dota there .. you know what i doing there ? sleeping ! slept on kriston house sofa ! so paiseh . thanks kriston , for letting me sleep on your sofa . at around 5 plus , kriston and i went back to delta for gym . ahwei didn't go , because he was not feeling quite well . he's having stomachache .. hope he's better now bah . takecares ahwei ... training at gym till 7 pm then kriston want have dinner outside .. so we went to ABC market there .. after that , accompany kriston to wait for his bus , then went back home straight lerh . eat , shower liao , then played maple with kriston .. quite bored actually .. my character so noob . now it's 12.37am , so it's counted as wednesday .. 1 more day , laopo going off lerh . haiss . trying to meet her tomorrow before she leave on thursday .. but don't know if she's free . haiss .. ok la , i end my post for today here lerh .

ahhui ,
haiss ..

2009-06-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

today accompanied kriston go fix his bicycle at henderson that area .. he spent alot on it bah . but also worth it .. because he always wants to have a stunt bike .. but kriston , careful when you're riding on the road uhh . accidents can happen , alright . haha . after that went to henderson hawker there eat .. haha , ate two plate of food for my lunch today ! probably too hungry bah .. soon , kahseng message ahwei if we wants to go play basketball at Bmcc .. since we had nothing do , so we went there . played awhile , then kriston suggested that we go gym @ delta . haha , all of us agreed . cycled there .. reached there at about 4 plus i think . entry fee was $1.50 . but one weird rule . LOL . it says no towel , are not allowed to enter the gym . lol . what a stupid rule .. then kriston and ahboy didn't bring along a towel . so they had to buy from the counter . total they had to pay $2.50 . lol . no slippers are allowed , only shoes . then ahboy also happened to wear slippers .. so we and ahboy keep taking turn to go inside the gym . we trained inside till around 8pm . then accompanied ahwei , kriston and ahboy to redhill market for their dinner . i didn't ate there . no money left . die liao , how can i survive for the next 6 days .. straight headed back home after that .. today bus very zhun . at that time i reached the bus-stop , bus 63 came .. haha . didn't had to wait for long today .. haiss .. don't know if want message laopo now anot .. i'm afraid that she busy .. haiss . think awhile more then message her bah . safer ... i'm missing you ...

ahhui ,
misses her ..

2009-06-22T02:03:00.002+08:00

woke up in the morning today , at around 12pm ? headed to kimseng cc after showering & eating . went there to search for a key . we lost it yesterday night . luckily we managed to found it back today . if not , big big problem liao . after that stayed back there for liondance training . shifu wasn't there today as he's busy . siann .. without him can't really learn new things . but no choice , he has work to do . so we train ourself .. there's still fun and laughters , but without shifu today seems to lack of somebody .. we trained till around 6pm ? then after that went to tiong bahru plaza to slack awhile ... but didn't slack for long . awhile then went back home liao .. haiss . laopo going overseas on this thursday liao . cannot keep in contact with her for days .. haiss . hope she enjoy and had fun there .. (: think i end my post here today liao ..

ahhui ,
wants to say to laopo : have fun there and takecare alright .

2009-06-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

Came back from training . just finished showering .. haiss . yesterday quarrelled with my aunt over some problems . she said something which made me frustrated . don't want tell what she had said here . sorry.. because it's something , can say "hurting" to someone . so upset yesterday night . another reason why i and my aunt quarrelled is because i talk on the phone during midnight.. didn't want to sleep that early mah . then talk on the phone till 3 plus i think . my aunt scream at me to ask me put down the phone . can't she just talk to me nicely ? why must scream ? you all think screaming can make me listen to you ? no . why can't you talk to me in a soft manner ? from when i was small to now , parents keep using either caning or scolding to teach me . caning ? is it a good way to teach children ? i don't think so . you all always scolds . seldom you all sat down and talk to me nicely . dad and mum , i wanna tell you all something . from young to now , you all teaches me what to do in life . but i didn't apply it in my life . i'm sorry . but your way of teaching is wrong . scoldings and caning isn't the way to let me learn . there'll only be hatred . dad canes me from young . i was so little at that time , yet you cane me . you also caned laojie when she was just three . she's so young at that time , why did you cane her ? can't you just teach her nicely . stop using violent . imagine i'm your dad and you are my daughter , would you be happy if i cane you when you were so little ? of course no rite ? i really don't know what you all are thinking . you all took away all my happiness . you gave me a bad childhood . i'll remember how you teach me . you decrease my pocket money , just because of my bad results . i've already tried my best for the examinations . it's ok if you decrease just a little bit of my pocket money . but now you gave me weekly $10 . how am i going to survive with this sum of money outside ? in this way , i can only spend $2 plus everyday . what can i eat outside with just $2plus ? haiss . i really don't know what you are thinking . i want to live my own life . i don't want this kind of life anymore . i know i created alot of troubles for you all . again , i'm sorry . and i know i may disgrace you all for my bad results . but if you all really love me this son , would you care what others say about me ? saying that i have bad results and so on . i don't care what others say about me .. that what i want you to know . i live my life for my ownself and not others , why should i care what others think or say about me ? dad told me 2 days ago , that if i pierce one more , he'll beat me . stop all the violent alright ? you think beating and whacking can make me learn ? remember this , if you one day really beat me as in punches or what , i'm not gonna treat you as last time anymore . beat me , i'll make you know that the way you teaches me is wrong . dad , you don't understands me at all . even friends and her understands me . why can't you ? mum is good to me , she treated me good when i was young . she seldoms use violent , she buy for me the toys i want when i was very little . mum , thanks for everything you gave me in life . i'll remember how good you treated me . i promise to take care of you when i grow up . i know no matter what i does , i can't repay back what you gave me . i can only say , thank you mum for all the things . another person who is good to me is my ahma . she see me grew up since young . ahma , it was you who grew me up . without you , i don't think i can be able to live till now . you treated me like your own son . never did you show biased . whenever i have no pocket money , you'll secretly gave me money . it was for your use , yet you gave me . i really want to thank you ahma . if i had the choice , i would want to leave this world before you . because i don't want to see you leaving me in life . ahma , i want you to see me grow up and have my own family . i really don't want you to leave me . i love you , ahma . if you leave me one day , i don't know how can i carry on with my life . you are the only one who care about me the most . if you leave me one day , there's nobody who care about me so much like you anymore . god , please blessed my ahma that she'll live healthily and happily without any illness . bless my ahma to live longer and most importantly which is healthily without illness . let happiness befall on her . if she had do anything bad last time when she was young , and there is retribuition , let the retribuition fall on me . i don't want to see her suffer . seeing her suffer , my heart aches alot . please don't leave me . i really don't know what to do in life anymore , if you leave me ahma .

ahhui ,

wants her ahma to live healthily and happily .

2009-06-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

arhh !!! today never go out . whole day stayed at home , because don`t think so later going out . woke up at 9.50am today , and headed to school for friendly match . was abit late , luckily coach didn't say a word . he was busy for the girls match earlier i think . match was against some ex-merahans . it was fun ! actually i would rather like to play match with own / ex-merahans . don't know why . more fun bah , beause there were going to be jokes in the process of the match . so we laugh and joke all the way . after that , cycled back home ! hungry again at that time ! no more pocket money so can't buy anything outside to eat liao . no choice but to go home everyday sometimes lorr . haiss . money ! i need money ! go bathe after that , come out liao then sleep immediately . nothing to do , so use sleeping to help me spend my fucking boring time .. woke up at around 4 i think . then started to use com . now then decided to post . lolx . just received message from laopo , yeah . finally able to contact again liao . yesterday actually did contact with her .. but just for awhile . haiss . but i think she was busy so nevermind . (: gonna end my post here liao .

ahhui ,
love laopo .

2009-06-18T19:36:00.000+08:00

hello , everyone ! Just created this blog ! With the help of my lao jie then can finish preparing this blog . As i'm can say absolutely knows nothing about how to create a blog . T.T know how to create url and account only .. i so noob . Today dad were not feeling well so he came to aunt house to rest . I'm so shock . That was when i came back from basketball training . I opened the door , saw him sitting on the sofa chatting with his friend i think . After that didn't care much , when over to ahma house to have my lunch . I'm so hungry at that time ! But i was so stupid . You know why ? I left my phone inside my bag . I'm using a number which my dad and mum don't know . I asked my aunt to buy it secretly for me derh . After that i didn't told my parents about the new number . As i did not want them to know . If let them know liao , sure everytime call and check on me . Why i bought this number was because my dad consficated my phone few days ago .. sian . Then as when i go back to get my phone with me , the phone rang ! Wah , at that time i was like "WTH , this time dad sure know about it one ." My dad heard the phone call and ask me what's my number . He actually didn't scold or nag at me ! Woohoo , miracle had just happened ! Gone back to have my lunch . after that went to bathe . Was so tired .. Dad didn't let me rest lorr . Ask me sit down beside him and reprimanded me for my ear piercings . Two piercing only , then at there kpkb . Then still got others issue which he talk to me .. long long story arh . He finally went back to work at around 4pm . I was so relieved ! But after that still got no mood . didn't contact with laopo for around 2 days liao . So worried about her . don't know she how liao . haiss . hope to be able to contact with her soon .

ahhui ,